For the umpteenth time in my life I regret why I did not have the faith to have a larger family. Diane and Aun are in K.L. tonight. Calvin although in my heart, is far, far away. It is during times like this that I only realise I look forward to seeing Aun at the end of the day. Seriously. He is always so stable and dependable, I admit I take it for granted that I will see him always and it is hard to imagine anything else. I am so preoccupied with missing Diane and Calvin and it seldom hits me that I miss or will miss him because Aun is always here, solidly dependable and devoted to me. This evening as I left work, my heart shrank at the prospect of returning to an empty house, even for a day and I was glad I had preempted it by calling up MK for an evening walk.

In other news, I am very very excited at visiting California and have been stressing out everyone, including the travel agent.